shit I think about before I fall asleep.posted Jul 18th 2009, 4:48PM
Mood: Determined
I don't really care for spelling...deal with it.
Most of you have recognized that a few celebrites have died, for example, billy mays and micheal jackson. And ya know people go around all day, through the same routines and they die and it's not recognized. everywhere people are dieing and you don't even know their names. They've left nothing behind, no legacy, no inspiration, nothing. I mean sure, if they had a family, they're remembered by them, but only family and friends. and only that. Take my mother for example. She has 5 kids and no job. She's a stay at home mom and she will only be remembered for that by my family and her friends. and only in that generation will she be remembered and slowly faded into nothing. no memory. However, Micheal Jackson has left behind music, fans, friends and family. His music can be enjoyed for generations or covered and re-copied by others. His fans are still his fans, and his family is still his family. And when he died, the news spread across the world NATIONWIDE! It was on the news, it was mourned by over a thousand people, and it will be remembered in history.
My point is is, I want to leave behind something like that. I want to inspire people, I want more friends and fans. and when I die, I want millions to remeber who I was. I know it sounds greedy and selfish, but think about it. MANY people aren't successful. MANY people go about their daily lives doing the same things over and over everyDAY! This is my goal, this is what I want to acheive. I want to be successful and make something of myself. Just like Some people's goal are just to grow up, get married, have kids, have a descent job to take care of their families. I'm not normal like that. I want to be known. I don't want to grow up and get old. I don't want to pop out a few kids and settle down somewhere. I want to be young forever. Years go by really fast. I think about how in 3 months, I'll be 16. 16 is just 4 years away 20. 20 is just 10 years away from 30. That's too old for me. I'm so glad that I'm not the only one aging though. The comforting fact to me is that, all of us are aging and there's nothing we can do about it.We spend or lives and we can't stop. These are the kind of things I think about at night, right before I go to bed. How do we spend our lives, is it all worth it in the end?
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